Trusting the Bigger Picture

Erica has a job offer sitting in her inbox. It’s a good offer. More money. Good company. On paper, there’s no obvious reason not to take it.

Except every time she thinks about saying yes, something in her pulls back.

Something doesn’t feel right. But it’s a good offer. Why can’t I just say yes?

She’s read the offer a dozen times. Talked herself into it. Talked herself back out of it. Three days later, she’s no closer to an answer.

So instead of thinking about it harder, she gets quiet and asks: What do I really need to know about this?

Nothing comes. So she leaves it alone. Two days later, she’s driving home when something clicks. She’s been burned before, and that old experience is still affecting the way she sees what’s in front of her now.

There it is. Now she knows. 

She spends some time working with what came up. She does an Energy Clearing, a Nervous System Healing and journals about the old experience so she can separate what happened then from what’s happening now.

And with that old stuff no longer clouding everything, she can finally hear what she actually knows about the job.

This time, she trusts it.

When Fear Is No Longer Running the Show

Sarah writes the post. Deletes it. Writes another one. Saves that one as a draft.

Maybe tomorrow.

A week later, it’s still sitting there. She keeps going back and forth. Is there a reason I’m hesitating? Is this my intuition telling me not to do it? Or am I just scared?

She’s asked her friends what they think. More than once. Everyone has an opinion, and none of it is helping. Then she catches herself. She’s fallen right back into the old pattern of asking everyone else for the answer.

So she stops. She gets quiet and asks her Inner Wisdom: What am I not seeing?

Then she opens her journal and starts writing:

“I want to share on my channel. I have things I want to say. So why do I keep stopping myself? What if I put myself out there and no one responds? Maybe I need one more certification. Maybe I need to know more first…”

She keeps writing. And then she sees it in her own writing.

She isn’t waiting for the right time. She’s waiting to feel perfectly ready.

Now she knows what she’s actually working with.

She goes into the Moving Through Fear Workshop and does an Energy Healing to work with the fear that’s been keeping her stuck.

A few days later, she opens the draft again. She still doesn’t feel completely ready. She hits publish anyway.